Today is hard

I want to eat. Food. Real food.

I've had three shakes. I'm not really hungry. And yet I want to eat.

Here is a list of the foods that I want:

Chinese Food (specifically General Tso's Chicken or Cashew Chicken)
A Burrito (either from La Bamba or Chipotle)
Pizza
A Cheeseburger
French Fries
A Gyro

I'm not going to eat any of these things today. Probably I'm not going to eat any of these things in the next two months. But right now, I'll just say that I'm not going to eat them today and worry about tomorrow when it happens. Maybe I won't want them tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow will be one of the easy days. But today is hard.